I am a woman who has had what I call “beauty spots” all over my body for as long as I can remember. My sister once counted just the moles on my face, neck & arms. She tired herself out at seventy-eight. Being a child of the 80’s we would often sunbath with no sun… Continue reading Life of a Mole Woman
The physical & emotional struggles that accompany living with chronic pain.
Twenty years ago my parents were given the news no parent ever wants to hear, “Your daughter may not live through the night”. It was Wednesday February 19, 1997. I was on my twelfth night stay at Western Medical Center and I had been in the Critical Care Unit (CCU) since Sunday. I was… Continue reading The night I was supposed to die.
No matter what religion you follow, something they all have in common is the importance of prayer. I truly believe in the power of HEALING energy. I am kind of a living proof of it. At this time 20 years ago I was very, very ill. I had been in the hospital for ten days… Continue reading The power of healing, positive energy …better known as Prayer.
Twenty years ago today, at the age of 19, I was taken into the E.R. by my Mom & little sister Alejandra. I remember waking up in the middle of the night and it felt like someone was sitting on my chest. It hurt to breath and I had a horrible cough. A month before… Continue reading The day I would begin a fight for my life.
After a very disparaging conversation with my Rheumatologist this week I’ve come to the conclusion that no one wants to cure ME more than I do. The medical industry wants me to be sick. They do not profit if I get better so they are determined to make sure I remain that way. I finally… Continue reading I am my best medical advocate.
The past few weeks have been awful. Since my birthday on January 9th I’ve felt nothing but pain. I feel so helpless and lonely most days, I don’t know how much more I can take. I want to be strong. I want to conquer these illnesses and not let them get me down but most… Continue reading Trying to find the light in the darkness.